~!~ nothing is meaningful for me anymore.. ~!~

~ as what u guys like to say past is past.. ~
~ maybe i dunno what r u guys thinking... ~
~ im too childish n foolish.. ~
~ i did everything for u..? at de end?? nothing i get.. ~
~ ZERO.. i just will forget.. ~
~ i wont msg u, call u n msn u anymore.. ~
~ just forget it.. ~
~ it might hurts now, but the time will heals it.. u r nothing special to me anymore.. ~
~ u're right.. i must know how to think edi..! *auuss.. ~
~ everything just past very fast.. ~
~ is like blink ur eye for a second.. ~
~ u can treat me like that.. y i cant? ~
~ everything for me just a BULLSHIT!! ~
~ NOTHING ARE LEFT.. ~
~ i drop a tears for u.. ~
~ this kind of things really kills me..! ~
~ FUCK IT..! ~

~ 7 april 09 ~

~ memorable day.. ~
~ a night with him just past very fast.. ~
~ but de way he treat me now.. is totally suck..! ~
~ i dunno what is de reason u can treat me that kind of way.. ~
~ actually i dun hope that we start everything so fast.. ~
~ cause in the end.. ~
~ shit.. ~
~ a sweet night with u.. ~
~ those hugs n kisses.. ~
~ thanks.. that all.. ~
~ just forget it.. ~