~ need to study well ~

~ book book book..! ~

~ college life..~

~ haiz.. study.. i should be study now..! ~

~ i dun even know what am i studying..! ~

~ i dun want to c my mum sad.. ~

~ i'm HOPELESS! sry mummy.. ~

~ *hope u forgive me.. u're a good mum.. never force me to do anything that i dun like.. i love u mum!* ~

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~ i feel that i being dumb aside.. ~

~ no ones no how i feel.. ~

~ just like get dumb aside by people.. ~

~ sitting in de conner by alone..! ~

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~ a fake smile * i use to have a fake smile.. *~

~ sry my ji mui.. really happy with u all.. ~

~ but sometimes.. haiz.. *sq u know what am i saying..!* ~

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~ i'm weak.. i cry..! ~
~ use to cry by my alone.. ~
~ never let u all know i cry.. cause dun want u all to "fan" ~
~ very SUFFERING n STRESS..! ~

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~ u girls like to tell me that i wont be alone.. ~
~ sometimes i feel myself like i really alone.. ~
~ in de bedroom with no one, no soul, no light.. ~
~ in de darkness.. feel very creepy n scary.. ~
~ i miss u!! ~