~ college ~

~ my classmate DBU6.. ~

~support for my group member n basketball.. ~

~ peace group..! ~
~ love it.. ~

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Sze Eng
~ "is too late to apologize.. is too late...." ~
~ sry ar.. today whack u too hard..~
~ " r u nuts..? ~
~ haha.. love u girl.. ~

Wean Yee
~ "cause i have a bad day..." ~
~ ur slipper today.. ehem... ~
~ u know, i know, poi kin know, syeng know.. ~
~ haha.. today is ur bad day.. ~

Poi Kin
~ " i wish i were a boy.. " ~
~ haha.. so u can help wean yee stick back de slipper.. ~

ATTENTION TO MISS HAN SIEW QI...!

~ HAN SIEW QI..! u ar... ~
~ i'm going to kill u soon hahah...! ~
~ but mm seh dak... ~
~ say my blog very BORING rite..!!! ~
~ F**K..! ~
~ nah.. this post is special for u..!! ass u..~
~ haha... gik sei u sin..~
~ i tell u ar.. 4111 ar.... ehemm.. ~
~ u know i know lor.. is enough.. our plan F still not yet FAILED de lor..~
~ soon u will be me..... neh... p*i s*u.. hahaha.. ~
~ anyway... love u!! muackz.. ~

~ wohoo.. ~

~ at last de rabbit is wit me now..! ~
~ haha.. ty jacky.. ~

~ de rabbit cute neh...!! ~
~ i like it.. =p.. ~

~ my SMILE will be back..! ~

~ ken.. as i promise u that i wont hurt myself.. ~

~ i will proof to u.. ~

~ promise is a promise.. never break it..! ~

~ just sometimes i will emo.. ~

~ my dear fren.. FORGIVES ME..! ~

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~ i'll promise that my sunshine smile will back..! ~

~ give me sometimes.. =p..~

~ i appreciate everyone of u out thr.. ~

~ without ur opinion, comment, advise.. ~

~ i dunno how long i could survive.. ~

~ SMILE..! ~

~ emo?? ~

~ is me..! hmm.. i will never hurt myself..! ~

~ i will love myself more.. if i dun treat myself well.. ~

~ what do i expect people to treat me well.. ~

~ i'll never to back forward... just go straight forward..! ~

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~ smile will make anything to become happy back..! ~
~ how sad r u.. just force urself to smile.. ~
~ is doesnt make sense.. but it will helps.. ~
~ use to do it.. =X... ~
~ really happy seeing de people surrounding u smiling.. ~



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~ GIRLS: i remember every words that u told me.. every advices... is inside my brain now.. i never erase it... just love to be with u girls.. just like 1 bunch of HAPPY FAMILY...! without ur laugh, smile n soul.. i cant survive.. it will kills me when i'm alone without u girls... so, i do appreciate everyone of u.. u girls use to support me..! what am i telling now is from my heart.. never ever lose our frenship.. promise?!?!? i will promise that i will keep this frenship forever n ever... we do argue sometimes... but arguing is good.. coz can make our relation closer... we do respect everyone.. appreciate what u have now... once is gone.. forever is gone... never look down urself.. love urself.. trust urself..! ~

KEN: thanks for everything.. happy to know u as a fren.. u use to by my side whenever i sad... u're a good listener.. =p.. is truth.. as what u said " u want people to care u, 1st u need to care urself..".. this word is correct... i accept it.. promise never break.. i will start to learn to love myself now.. never HURT myself.. just hope everything is going to be fine..

~ need to study well ~

~ book book book..! ~

~ college life..~

~ haiz.. study.. i should be study now..! ~

~ i dun even know what am i studying..! ~

~ i dun want to c my mum sad.. ~

~ i'm HOPELESS! sry mummy.. ~

~ *hope u forgive me.. u're a good mum.. never force me to do anything that i dun like.. i love u mum!* ~

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~ no ones no how i feel.. ~

~ just like get dumb aside by people.. ~

~ sitting in de conner by alone..! ~

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~ a fake smile * i use to have a fake smile.. *~

~ sry my ji mui.. really happy with u all.. ~

~ but sometimes.. haiz.. *sq u know what am i saying..!* ~

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~ i'm weak.. i cry..! ~
~ use to cry by my alone.. ~
~ never let u all know i cry.. cause dun want u all to "fan" ~
~ very SUFFERING n STRESS..! ~

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~ u girls like to tell me that i wont be alone.. ~
~ sometimes i feel myself like i really alone.. ~
~ in de bedroom with no one, no soul, no light.. ~
~ in de darkness.. feel very creepy n scary.. ~
~ i miss u!! ~

~ should or should not give up..? ~

~ heart crushed..!~
~ i hope u never appear in my life before..~

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( ALONE..! is just like me..! !)

~ life is difficult.. i dunno whether i still can survive anot..?!? ~

~ talk is easy but do is hard.. the road is very very hard to go.. ~
~ i'm different from everyone of u.. ~
~ u all will think that my life is very good.. but is not.. ~
~ sometimes i want to cry.. but cant.. i dun wan u girls to c me like that.. ~
~ i smoke because i have alot of thing to think.. ~
~ i want to DRUNK again.! ~
~ being in drunk is happy.. no need to think anything.. ~
~ after wake up everything is back.. ~
~ college life enjoying..? NO! ~
~ i dunno what am i studying..! ~
~ just feel myself like SHIT! ~
~ haiz.. what kind of life i having now..! ~

~ moody ~

~today in a bad mood.. i would like to thanks to sha lou n ken for making me happy back..~
~ u guys really make my mood back.. ~
~ hmm.. we didnt ask u choose or break.. just ask u to be more toughter.. that all..! ~
~ nothing much.. u edi decided... we have nothing to say.. kinda du lan that time.. ~
~ i hope our frenship will never end.. but there is a BUT..! ~
~ haiz.. dun need say it out... (we all know is enough..) ~
~ maybe is hard for u to help both side.. but de way he treat u is totally........!!!! haiz.. ~
~ I"M MAD..! ~
~ dun let me c him again.. i will totally slap him..! he face totally SUCK...! ~
~ king what sou..!? i also dunno y will happen till like that... hope nothing before..~
~ but cant.. SHIT... frenship got problem.. family also got problem!!! WTF..! ~
~ life is difficult to survive.. i just pretend nothing happen.. but U know is a thing in our heart..! ~
~ just feel wanna lepas geram!! ~
~ could anyone tell me what should i do..?! ~
~ i just want our frenship last forever.. nothing lie on behind.. have fun together..~
~ i doesnt want whenever go out with us always on de phone argue wit de bf..!! ~
~ say cannot go out with us..! even lunch also cannot..!~
~ last time i told u this "i dun give a damn shit to know ur thing..! "...~
~ it is true... i dun wan to know anything between u n him... just getting frustrated..! ~
~ just make me mad..! ~

~ LAME POST ~

~ Yam Cha at Asfar.. ~

~!~ actually every friday we will yam cha as usual wit nick n siew qi de.. ~!~

~!~ but, siew qi kena chicken pox.. ! oh gosh.. poor girl..! ~!~

~!~ she going to be at house for 1 week.. lol!! be guai guai lui at house lar..! ~!~

~!~ no club ok..? i won't ask u go club for next week.. =p.. ~!~

~!~ hmm.. only next week only.. after recover i bring u go out.. hehe.. ~!~

~!~ nick say he kinda lazy go out.. then i was like LEBIH la.. ~!~

~!~ sms wit fun.. ask ater want yam cha mou? she ask with who? ~!~

~!~ then both of us find ppl yam n her sister (pui yan) got interview us something.. ~!~

~!~ hmm.. half way msg wit fun.... i SLEPT..! hahaha.. *fun going to kill me..! ~!~

~!~ haha.. she msg my both number n called me.. ~!~

~!~ i didnt pick up.. so in de end she call my house.. ~!~

~!~ my mum call me, say one of my fren call me.. ~!~

~!~ i wan so blur... go n pick up de call.. n fun F**K me..! ~!~

~!~ ahha.. sry dear..! hmm.. she told me her sister going to fetch us.. ~!~

~!~ then i say ok lor.. we went to asfar.. ~!~

~!~ her sister start interview me.. n she give me a new surname.. ~!~

~!~ guess what..?!? pearling LEE..! oh gosh..! ~!~

~!~ she mentioning my bro name "leslie koh" n she say my surname is LEE..! ~!~

~!~ we started to laugh all de way.. ~!~

~!~ then here comes chong, pei, ang n ling (mong..) ~!~

~!~ fun sister really funny... she give pei a new surname too.. LIM pei pei..! ~!~

~!~ then ang is ang CIN kian.. ~!~

~!~ the most funny part is.. mong become MANGO WONG...! ~!~

~!~ wasai... we laugh like hell!! ~!~

~!~ start smoking.. pei take wrong cigarette..! haha.. SEH GUEI..! ~!~

~!~ hmm.. then i took ling(mong) pic.. for my assignment.. topic SMOKING..! ~!~

~!~ hmm.. nth much.. really enjoy few hours wit u all.. ~!~